True Tears
A True Tears Perso-Noe-fication: The Melancholy of Isurugi Noe
Something came to me after watching True Tears episode 10 and I started composing this Perso-Noe-fication post of mine… I guess this is my way of emo-ing over Noe’s sad fate, made even worse by the spoilers I read x__x
I put myself in Noe’s shoes for a while, and came up with this monologue / letter, which is a mix of my own feelings and what I think would be Noe’s feelings. I just hope it didn’t become out of character ^^;;;
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Beloved Obaachama,
All along I thought Shinichirou would be the destined person to bring back my tears, not of sadness but of joy and happiness. But I guess I was wrong. How foolish I was to think that his love for me was true, when all that he told me that day turned out to be nothing else but empty promises. What’s simply written on the ephemeral snows were never made to last. That I should’ve known from the start. Oh why, of all times, did my magokoro (true-heart)-perceptiveness have to fail me that time.
On one cold winter night, he wrapped his arms around his true love, and in that hug I woke up, realizing it was never meant to be me. Shinichirou’s heart belongs to someone else. It was never mine, and never will be. Now I look at him and all I can see is that pained look on his face, and I know exactly what that means. He’s drifting farther and farther away from me… and although it’s not yet over between us, I can already see this love becoming a thing of the past. He was my first love, but sadly, it was not made to last.
Obaachama, with all that happened, I can’t help but wonder, what did I do do deserve this? Should love be realized at the expense of someone else’s happiness? Was it necessary to involve in-noe-cent lives in this mess, only for Shinichirou to realize that there’s no one else who can fill that void in his heart, but that one girl who kept him from flying?
Shinichirou says that he’ll do everything properly now, but the damage has been done. The hurt and the pain he caused can no longer be undone. Then again, there’s no use looking back and feeling regret over what has happened. The best thing I can do now is to move on and look forward to what lies ahead, a future that can be bright, even without Shinichirou by my side.
A bunny recently told me that Shinichirou will soon be freed from the shackles that’s keeping him from flying, as he realizes for whose sake it is that he’s trying so hard to succeed. I guess all I can do now is look up to the skies, and bid Shinichirou happiness with his true love, as both of them will now be able to fly free at last. Obaachama, can I at least think that I helped Shinichirou find his wings, and perhaps rid him of his sad tears? Even though that meant allowing him to fly towards the arms of another, at the expense of my own true tears.
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…ok, pardon the gushing emo-ness x___x;;;
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Nice one..
But Noe’s fate has not been confirmed yet..
There are still 3 episodes left..
And True Tears always know how to surprise us..
@Setsukyie: I’m filled with pessimism right now, but we’ll still see what happens in the coming episodes. I just find it hard that Shinichirou will realize that Noe is the reason behind what he’s been doing, because she hasn’t been part of his life until… so much later x__x
NOE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh usagijen you need to beliiiieve~~
Let’s build our faith together and pray for Noe’s happiness.
LOL
@Blissmo: LOL. well then Blissmo, I shall believe in you who believes in me, I mean Noe
Awww sad but sweet Though i saw a picture of Hiromi carrying a butchers knife…hopefully no nice boat ending for true tears x_x
Dear Isurugi Noe,
Please leave the chickens out of this. They are innocent.
Sincerely,
A concerned animal rights activist
@Ashy: I don’t think True Tears will resort to such “cheap and dirty” plot twist.
@T_I: LOOL! But she’s just making Jibeta fly free~!
In Ep 11, it looks like Shin was doing things properly with Hiromi but he still said later he wasn’t doing anything properly… I think that implies he’s referring to Noe. His often thinking of Noe, even when with Hiromi, and his reaction when Hiromi called and said Noe was missing, are even more convincing. Although I don’t rule out the possibility of a Hiromi ending, I still think it will be Noe that Shin finally chooses.
\o/ NOE \o/ NOE \o/ rah-rah-rah!
waaah poooor poooor noe! noe’s plight has affected me so much, i made the saddest MV ever with “broken vow” as the OST! T_T